Moving on to My 6 Years Crush

 

Ill be still standing under the pouring rain , until I will learn how to move on
Im Staying at the same place where my heart left me long ago with your selfish love .

Falling to the infinite oblivion as I fade to specks of dust in the universe and be gone

Can someone hold my hand and tag me along away from this deafening misery,

Tearing my hopes apart and tossing it to the blazing fire , where is love to stop me?

Running away from endless fear while swimming with my own pure tears

I turn to flying ashes reaching the heaven, escaping life in damnation

Am I not worthy of your love?, I wish to be dead nor don’t exist if that so.

I confess no words yet I commit my soul to you, but still I’m not enough

I can’t bear to swallow nor sip as Im Imprisoned in my own thoughts thinking of you.

I cant let my tears drop out of my eyes unconsciously while looking at my suffering self

Im loyal as much as I can be , I oath to love a single soul in my whole lifetime ,

now Im selling out my dignity and now I only dream to be free from the horror of this love.

Facing a happy death as i Lose myself when you detach your heart to mine , I’m a fool

I scream out of pain hoping your soul heard my prayers, Asking for purpose to live

I will wait for my heart to return back home even it takes forever and more,

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